It's really crazy how certain things in life can catch you completely off guard. Almost as if you had been waiting for so long that you finally got used to it, and then, "BAM." I kind of felt that way today. Today was a day that showed me how necessary constant communication with God is. It's so overwhelming to deal with a lot of different emotional things in one day, but I can't doubt that each one was orchestrated by God. More than anything, when we are pouring into others constantly, which I believe is part of our lot as Christians, it becomes impossible if there isn't a complete reliance on God. This reliance includes allowing Him to constantly pour back into you through your own personal time with Him. Not that any of this in new to me, it's just something I was reminded of today.
Another thing that came with the emotion of the day was realizing how much it can hurt to love someone. Not really in the position to explain that, but mostly I'm hoping some people understand without an explanation. To be in a position where you love someone so much that it hurts to see them going through certain things or acting a certain way. My heart hurts right now, and my only comfort is knowing that God's power is more amazing and so much bigger than anything I or this person could ever imagine. I have a previous post on Christ's love. It's actually one of my first posts I ever wrote. One thought I need to reiterate is that we are NEVER too far gone. God will NEVER turn His back on us. The only person who can separate you from God is yourself. He is always there, desiring us, wanting us to draw near to Him, knowing it is a choice we have to make, that He can only come so far and then it's up to us to go the rest of the way.
Anyways, I'm babbling now. It's late and I need to be off to bed. I get to go home tomorrow! Yay!
Goodnight everyone!
posted by Katie @ 3:40 AM
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